Job Jitters

Well this is just weird. I’m all nervous about going to my first day at the new job tomorrow. And that’s just so dumb. The job isn’t very difficult, I’ll be working for a woman who’s a friend of mine and with whom I’ve worked for (for years) in the not too distant past, and I have a solid background in all of the tasks I’m going to be doing…I just need a little training on the specifics.

Even so, I’m nervous. When you combine the stress of this with the stress of my recent life, it’s kind of pushing things a little. I feel tired all the time and I just can’t get my energy up. It’s annoying. I’m hopeful that once I get a little comfortable, it’ll get easier. Well, it may take a few months. I’ve only got a few weeks to settle in before I have to face the crowds of our two big yearly gatherings: the State Fair, and the Balloon Fiesta. Of course then there’s Halloween, and the holiday season. OK. So maybe things aren’t going to settle down until January or so.

Ugh. And I still have presents to give my attention to. sigh I don’t know if I’m going to be able to get everything done. I guess sleep and I will be parting ways for a while. Pity. I kinda like sleep.